I am very sorry for your loss. It is a difficult experience to lose a loved one. I hope you find comfort in the promise of peace from God as expressed in the Bible. Philippians 4:6, 7 reads, "Do not be anxious over anything but in everything by prayer and supplication, let your petitions be made known to God; and the peace of God that surpasses all human understanding will guard your hearts and your mental powers by means of Christ Jesus". Please accept my condolence.